Alright so earlier today I posted up on FB/Twitter what you guys would like to see on my blog, I didn’t get a ton of comments however I did get quite a few messages so since I’m assuming you want to remain anonymous, I’ll keep it that way =)
One person asked about my modeling and why I didn’t add anything new for a looooong time and if I quit. Well, the short answer to that is that I didn’t do much modeling in California. 1. it is extremely difficult out there, period. Everyone wants you to be something “more” (hair, height, boobs! seriously, they all want something more from you!) unless you are already established in the area. 2. I simply wasn’t “allowed” to, but I’ll touch more on that in my next Q&A. 3. Yes I am getting back into it! It’s not my #1 priority or focus at the moment, but yes, I am getting back into it now that I’m back on the East Coast. I plan on getting into even better shape than I was in before I ran off to CA and I will be doing more shoots, and hopefully more with Hooters! So stay tuned!
Another common question/comment that I’ve received over the last few months, not just today, has been about why I left CA, what happened with my husband, people have been concerned about me rushing into a new relationship blah blah blah… well for starters, my relationship really is none of your business. True friends will be happy for me as long as I’m happy amirite? That being said, I won’t go into detail about why my marriage crashed and burned but I will say that no one should ever stay in an abusive relationship, whether it’s physical, verbal, or a combination of the two, NO ONE should stay with someone that does not make them happy. It doesn’t matter where you are, if you’re married, living together, stuck in a foreign place, NOTHING should force you to stay with someone that doesn’t make you a better you. I will say that while I was in California I was absolutely miserable. I rushed into my marriage and realized very VERY quickly that the person I married was NOT the same person I was dating back home. I should have left that first month I was there, but me being the stubborn asshole that I am I wanted to try to stick it out and “make it work”. I’ve never believed in divorce as I’ve always seen it as a failure, well you know what? Shit happens. Sometimes you find out the person you married isn’t the great guy you thought he was, and turned out to be a complete psycho, liar, cheater, piece of shit and you have to get out. As some of you know, I didn’t work much while living in CA, both “normal” job and modeling, and that’s because I wasn’t allowed to. Seriously. Newsflash for you guys, if your significant other doesn’t trust you enough to let you WORK, there’s a problem. I could go on more, but honestly it’s not worth it anymore. I met my current boyfriend while being practically imprisoned in my own home with nothing more than a computer and Xbox 360. We met way back in March/April-ish on Xbox Live playing Battlefield 3. There was no romantic connection there, so don’t start thinking I’m some terrible person who left her husband for someone she met online. THAT IS NOT THE CASE. Hell, my current boyfriend (Matt) and I didn’t even talk much for a few months, it wasn’t until late July/early August that we really started to talk more and realized that there was a connection there. And yes, this was well after I realized my marriage was a sham. I had no intention of coming out to New Jersey, as some of my close friends know my plan was to go back home to NC and start over…. except you kinda need money to do that… and having no job and no savings really didn’t help much in that situation. Honestly I thought I was trapped in CA until Matt’s family was kind enough to take me in, and Matt flew out to get me. Over our week-long drive across the country I really fell for him. I don’t think anyone has ever shown me just how much I mean to them until that trip. Hell I was married to a guy for a year that wouldn’t let me see my own mother, yet just a few days after I officially MET Matt he took us on a 14+ hr detour in our trip just so I could see my mother at the Outer Banks of NC. That honestly means more to me than anything. I don’t know what I’d do without him, I’m head over heels in love with him. I can honestly say that I can see this lasting for a very very long time, never rushing into anything crazy like I did moving to CA again, but I am crazy in love with this man <3
Something I’ve been asked a LOT in person more so than online, has been what I think about this Hooters compared to the ones I worked in back in Oceanside, CA and Raleigh, NC. Honestly, I love this Hooters. The girls are super fun and friendly, much like back in Raleigh! As some of you may know, I didn’t have the best time at Oceanside and honestly never bonded with any of the girls there, It was a very different experience and not the “Hooters” experience I’m accustomed to. That being said, Hooters of Princeton and Raleigh are both fairly similar work-wise, Princeton is a lil less strict and a bit more fun with the dress up days… but every Hooters has different rules and regulations. That’s just the way the company goes. I have been doing the bikini shows for Hooters of Princeton and I do plan to submit photos for the Calendar and other Hooters-related competitions for as long as I’m with the company =) I’ve also been asked when I work and if you guys can come visit me, of course you can visit me! I usually work weekends and I rarely work day shifts, so if you wanna stop by on a Fri/Sat/Sun night be sure to say hi!
Someone asked me what I’m currently listening to, so I’m only going to post a few songs that I’ve been obsessed with… let’s stick with 5
1. Scream and Shout – will.i.am ft Britney Spears
2. Put Your Hands Up – Matchbox Twenty
3. One More Night – Maroon 5
4. Bangarang – Skrillex
5. Beauty and a Beat – Justin Bieber ft Nicki Minaj (I know I’m gonna get hate for this one…)
So that’s it for now! If I get any more questions sent to me before midnight eastern time tonight, I will add them and their answers =)